sometimes all it takes is just one word, one question, one action
and that is enough to trigger everything that i kept inside
i'd rather drown myself in my notes than feel
i do not have time for this ( Read more... )

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when you see my friends tell them hi for me ( Read more... )

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Spent my day at a cousin's engagement, feels kinda surreal to see the people I (sort of) grew up with grow up and lead their own lives.... anyway, on the bus ride to the bride's house, a cousin of mine was fretting over her uni applications - she hadn't gotten her admissions letter yet. "Confirm never get in, it's already may ( Read more... )

Excuse me while I try to feign indifference to the shipwreck i've landed myself in.
I wish I could be selfish for a bit.

You break my heart, you know?

at macs rn trying to think of essay outlines and reading model essays and i'm just so depressed at how people my age can write so well. zak came to accompany me just now and he was so fascinated and intrigued when i told him about gp and what we're required to do for our essays... i think he'd really do well in it because his writing is impeccable ( Read more... )

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almost got hit by a car today, it was really shocking and I was so scared but really no one seemed to care about it. i guess no one knew what a close shave it was, how I was really crying because i didn't want to die.....i guess its my fault because I make everything that affects me seem like a big joke

It's easier that way

11.04.2011

Its been 2 years. I've moved on, but whenever this date comes around, there will always be that inexplicable feeling of hurt and loss washing over me. I will forget many things throughout this course of my life, but I can safely say that I will never forget how I felt on that night - disgustingly l o u s y.

(But you will always, always ( Read more... )

if im not good at something, i just want to stop entirely and then whine a lot about how useless i am. it sounds really stupid because people go "but you never tried your best!" and then rattle on about how i should 'never give up' and 'persevere on' but you know what the thing is? i'm afraid of disappointment. because what happens if i really try ( Read more... )